My Transgender Story

 My story as Xena East  

On 14 of October 1992 there was this boy born out to be David Nhieu who happened to be different than the rest of the baby boys because David had a birth defect with all the hormone imbalance inside his body with female hormones that made David had a female brain to live as girl inside a boy body.

When David was age 4 years old he used to play with dolls and wanting to grow his hair long like a girl and liked the colour pink. 

David never get along with the boys and so his closest best friend was best aunt Kayla who was close to David and she was 8 years older than him that treated David like a sister.  

Kayla would spend all the girly time with David like painting nails and sharing secrets together and takes him out with her to places to eat and experience the life style of a girl. 

David had an amazing time with aunt Kayla and then David would also steals his mom’s red lipstick and draw it onto his lips and play with her bras as he got older while his mom isn’t around. 

At age 10 David had his first girl crush with this girl Anita and she had the most beautiful eyes and soft face with a beautiful smile. David would definitely stare at her all day while he was in primary school. In primary school David played with mostly girls as he gets along with girls very well and then one of the girls invited David over to a girls party night. David was so happy but sad at the same time that he didn’t get a chance to wear a dress like those girls and be pretty so it made him feel lonely and upset. 

At age 13 David first boy crush is with this boy name Tyson in high school. David would called up to him every day and wanting to hear Tyson voice cause he believe it was soothing and relax and find Tyson to be a sweet person. 

During high school David also performed Orel sex onto his boy best friend Andrew and liked the way that Andrew treated him like a girl so he embrace the feeling of wanting to be a girl.

At age 15 David encounter his first boy crush Tyson again where he wanted to treat David like a girl because of his pink hair and David loved the way he reacts to being what a girl feels like in high school because David was so relieved that he was meant to be a girl. 

Age 16 David met his first Girlfriend Jessica thru aunt Kayla Ex boyfriend Steven the girl abuser and a manipulative liar that wants David to treat all girls as low as he is and then use girls for sex which David got all confused and didn’t know what he wanted to do with girls because David felt different than a boy and was drawn more with girls from his feminine side of a girls mind. 

But then the relationship didn’t went so great as David had a fight with his aunt Kayla and then David broke up with Jessica. 

But David did manage to lose his first boy virginity to Jessica and then told Jessica during sex that he wish he had a pair of vagina like Jessica and wish someone would had sex with him with it to know what it feels to be a girl.

After high school ended David started to hated his body hair and was feeling uncomfortable with a beard on his face everyday and wanting to find a solution to get rid of the boys image and always imagining of what it would be like as living as a girl and to be pretty in his dreams. 

David then discovered Tumblr later on thru this girl name Kate who happen to had a massive crush on David. 

David then used Tumblr as an expression escape to bring out the true colours of Stephanie while David was exploring with makeup and skin care and wasn’t happy that he looked like a boy because he was feeling trapped inside from that body he didn’t desire it to be in the first place. 

So one day at age 20 David decided to go thru a therapist and explains to her about the way he felted different and told the therapist that he was feeling like a girl trapped inside a boys body so then the therapist then said to David and said

 “you have suffer from gender dysphoria David and it is a medical condition that you will need hormones and surgery to complete” 

then David was incredibly relieved after knowing what gender dysphoria meant and then pursued his dreams into become Stephanie Laurens and never look back again as David.

Now that David didn’t exist anymore but brings out the deeper side of being Stephanie as she started to transition from boy to girl and the process wasn’t that easy but it was hard coming thru a new class of girls that she did thru a beauty college but then Stephanie cried inside because all of the girls inside there where judging her because she was transgender and was different so Stephanie faces discrimination and hates from girls.

So then Stephanie left the beauty college after attending it for only 3 months and never wanted to come back again as the teacher inside there too was judgmental towards Stephanie. 

After leaving the beauty college at age 21 Stephanie begins to find hormones online where she bought them thru a black market website to grow her own breast and hips and soften features as a girl. Stephanie then took the hormones for 2 years straight. 

During the 2 year mark Stephanie was jobless and wanting to look for a job so she went pass the streets and bumped into a massage shop where she then got hired to become a massage therapist. 

At the massage shop all the girls were doing happy ending massage where Stephanie was then forced to do happy ending massage. 

But Stephanie wasn’t just specialise in Thai massage she was specialise in building a 6 hand cock massage for the mens because she was so passionate about pleasing everyone that she invented that technique to bet all the other girls thru 6 months and made $80000 over the service then quit to get all the surgery she could possibly get from her $80000. 

From the surgery Stephanie got her voice surgery first because she was uncomfortable with the way she sounded at Yeson Voice Center thru Korea. Then after the voice surgery Stephanie then got her Sex reassignment surgery and Breast augmentation and Facial feminisation surgery thru Olmec hospital in India. 

The birthday from Stephanie’s sex change was next to Stephanie’s birthday as on 15 October 2016 Stephanie was reborn as a girl and felt alive thru her very painful procedure that it felt like giving birth to a baby. Inside Stephanie’s eyes she cried of joy and felt peaceful after the surgery finished. 

At age 24 Stephanie met her first boyfriend Nico thru Germany and she booked a flight ticket to go over there for 7 days to see Nico after they met online. Nico was a charming man that sweep Stephanie off her feet and accepted Stephanie as Transgender and took her out to nice restaurants and bought her perfumes and a golden bracelet with a love heart on where Stephanie felted like she was a princess and spoiled like any other girls would be like to have a nice Prince Charming. Stephanie lost her girl virginity to Nico and said to Nico that the sex was very painful thru her first time.

But the couple lasted for only 6 months as Stephanie was being very emotional toxic toward Nico as he was a very clingy boy and demanded a fairytale love that won’t give Stephanie space to be herself. 

So Nico cried and didn’t know what else to do until later on he cheated on Stephanie with another girl. 

Stephanie was so heart broken as she cried after finding it out on a chat message but then she seek out for revenge so then on Valentine’s Day Stephanie decided to meet up with this guy and then they had sex inside a car where it was been video tape up to be sent to Nico. 

Nico got so mad and then blocked Stephanie from everywhere where the two split apart. 

At age 26 Stephanie had replaced her ex boyfriend Nico with a dog and named him Nico  and become the pet mom for Nico. 

Stephanie was strict with her son Nico and wanted him to be a smart dog so she trained him up and made him pray to Lord Jesus everyday before eating his meal. 

During that time Stephanie met 2 Priest that helped Stephanie battle thru demons and bless her with Jesus to walk on the path of faith with Jesus. Stephanie dedicated herself with Jesus and wanted to know where god Mother Nature was and ask Jesus. Jesus respond then said

 “In order to met god mom you must be different to be with her” 

Stephanie then accept and agreed with the Lord. 

So Stephanie then decided to went inside a Christian group and got judge and hated for being Transgender and ask the Priest Michael why are they are judging then the priest then said 

“Those people shouldn’t judge and should accept all as the lord then told him to accept Stephanie and embrace her as being different” 

Stephanie then show the priest Michael that she can make her son Nico pray to Jesus. The lord then told the priest and the priest then said to Stephanie 

“The lord really loves you Stephanie and will grant you a gift of wisdom and power of knowledge to be good with animals soon in the near future and you shall change the world for the best” 

So on that day Stephanie body and flush was lifted from the sky to be with lord Jesus and Stephanie serve him and loved him like a Dad. 

When the time Nico was being raised by Stephanie she was studying dogs online to get to know the secrets of knowledge of how to tame dogs thru her two professor Cesar Millian and Chuck Mcbride. She self taught her skills and wanting to open a dog psychology center like in Australia like how professor Cesar Millian had his center when it landed her inside the hospital after going to her grand parents place to adopt the other dog but it ended bad as one of her grand parents beat her up and the police came to take her away later that day because they didn’t want Stephanie to trespass the house. 

Inside the hospital Stephanie was stuck there as she was trying to figure a way to build a dog psychology center and to open up her business. During the admission she failed her business school and then lost $4000 of equipments she bought online after being released from hospital. 

At age 27 Stephanie had an abusive ex boyfriend Dean that would beat her up until she passed out and emotional abuse her every day that she ended up getting an intervention order on Dean. 

Dean was a drug addicted and live his life like a junkie and stephanie also have to sleep homeless on the streets with Dean while they were together. But the couple separated after police came to arrested Dean.  

When Stephanie met her best friend Sharnii after her ex boyfriend Dean arrest Sharnii then helped Stephanie to work with one her friends dog which turned out to a success where her friends dog was well behaved after Stephanie method of training helped so much. 

After Stephanie helping out Sharnii’s friend she then decided to open up a school again online and this time it turned out to be a success where Stephanie gets to work with clients. 

During the dog business Stephanie has encounter a mop of dog Haters on Facebook where they were trying to bring her down and said her methods was abusive as Stephanie only relies on her mother instinct and works with dogs on any base level of methods so Stephanie cried for help and ask the lord Jesus why people were bashing on her and the lord said 

“Since you are different everyone is against you and what makes you unique is being different which makes you read dog language fluently in this world” 

So Stephanie had to take a step back and shut down her business as someone tried to bring her down with bad luck and take her to court with the RSPCA.

During the time where Stephanie was also inspired by one of her other best friend Kenya that raps music where she then started to make songs and sing and posted it onto Soundcloud and got her music known as Xena East the Transgender POP Artist from Melbourne Australia.

At age 28 Stephanie then met her spiritual God Mother Nature after passing her exams to be the daughter of god thru Jesus. Stephanie is the image of god Mother Nature. 

 This all happened after the day she was on a live stream TV called BIGO live where she was possessed by demons for a day before claiming to be god MOM to heal to souls of others. 

Stephanie then graduated from her own university with 5 academic awards holding a PhD in Canine psychology and Behaviour management during year 2020 thru God Mother Nature and becomes a Doctor for dogs known as a dog psychologist. 

When there was another admission to hospital later throughout the year Stephanie then met her Husband Adam thru online and the couple had since stayed together. Adam had 3 kids from his ex wife Jessie where the kids portrait Stephanie as the Step mom. Ever since the kids loved Stephanie and see her a relaxed and sweet and caring soft mom that makes Stephanie feel proud of being inside the motherhood. 

So Adam knows Stephanie is transgender and wasn’t that accepting but wants Stephanie to live a low key life as being Transgender. The couple live in a house together but Stephanie isn’t happy with the way Adam treats her as she figure out that he mistreats her sometimes and makes Stephanie very depressed and worthless. Reason why Stephanie stay is because she loved Adam and wants things to work out. 

At age 29 Stephanie is thinking of the future of building a dog psychology Center for Australia and her dreams is to make dog psychology center worldwide where she can help the transgender community from all over the world to be accepted and get everyone to know the gospel of God MOM and be voice for the transgender and dogs. 

Stephanie has dedicated to be the first daughter of god for GOD mom and has also written a Bible where everyone should get to know god Mother Nature on her blog. And GOD mom is transgender and bisexual she wants everyone to accept from all kinds for the human and animal kingdom.